music, please.

So, I was supposed to be studying but unff I blame the materials for being so less interesting.

And to prevent me from sleeping, I kinda watch Long Vacation again for the nth time. Which then leads me to search for its soundtrack. HOMG payah giler nak cari but at last jumpe gak, downloading it now. :D

So my point here is, I love artistic people. I love music people *cough*Yoochun*cough*. I heart those musical covers, and I have a very strong biased towards piano. I wanna learn to play piano!! And if somebody dedicate me a piano piece mcm dlm Long Vacation tuh, I'm sure I'll melt into a poodle of goo. :DDDD

Uhu bestnye this song, ufheiushcsjncudcse I need to learn piano. T__T
Yes yes I know I need to wake up into reality, just spare me this time and many more times to come lol

Terase incoherent. Nak p tido jugak tapi tak habes bace tapi whattodo? *dies*
And I'm waiting anxiously for tomorrow presscon. Uh my boys. T_T

Btw, dah 2 hari x bukak YM. It seems less interesting nowadays. So people, anything just Skype me. :)

Okie dokie, I guess I'm gonna go to bed after all.
Walo blom habes bace. I'm so doomed. D:

Toodles~

betik oh betik

ni namenye tengah ngidam
nak makan buah betik..sejuk2 yang baru kuar peti ais tu..
pastu potong2..ngap sajor..lebeh enak jika dimakan bersame family selepas lunch dengan kari kepala ikan di hari minggu ahad yang ceria..
takpun betik yang pakcik depan library awam kangaq jual dengan lori putih tu..ade betik, jambu, ayaq nyok, lengkong, milo ais, tembikai, kopok twisties, air anggur perisa..

T___T
i wanna go home to my beloved buah betik!!

dolphinnie

I GOT ME A DOLPHIN PLUSHIE!! <33

yes people, it is that big of an issue that deserves a post in my long-forgotten blog.

.me loves dolphinnie.

buh-bye.

where where

I NEED TO FLIPPIN' WRITE SOMETHING!

WRITER'S BLOCK!

T.T

FOR ALL THE LOVE THAT IS PURE, WHERE OH WHERE
JUST WHERE IS MY MUSE?

p.s: and no, I dont mean writing here. I mean writing somewhere else.

never the last cry

As expected, once school started I'm gonna be all mixed up again. Well I expect myself to get emotionally disturb for no obvious reason. I just read many many articles about the Dome stage success, and I'm so proud, got some goosebumps and definitely got teary-eyed.

I listen to sad love songs and got tears in my heart again despite not understanding the lyrics sometimes.

I watch doramas and got teary-eyed again.

I read good stories and I cry.

I look at old photos of me and them (whoever them might be- families, friends, those who crosses their lives with mine) and I got teary-eyed.

I just lay down there and think and sometimes I cry too.

I go by day by day and expect myself to randomly break down every once in a while.

Oh yes that's me. I tend to cry quite frequent, but I dont like crying in front of people. Hence why did I write it here?
And well I cry for various reasons too. So spare me the advice.

Hey it wasnt my fault I have delicate feeling. But dont worry I wont broke the water pipe in front of other people, it's quite uncomfortable for both parties I know.

Just so you know, not everything shown is just it is. There are a lot more to understand of the hidden things. But that doesnt mean the shown ones are fakes, only just it doesnt represent the whole picture.

Does this entry make sense? Perhaps not. But it's for me to understand it and to remember.

And you can see it's rather different than my entries during the hols. Both are me and I remain true to myself.

**
EDIT: I'm feeling better now. Just a few happy songs will do for me. A friend once told me that I'm a person that's easy to get happy (ie. by seeing beautiful things like a field on sunflower, or by listening to happy songs like You are My Sunshine.) Haha yes IAWTC. But I easily gets sad too. Oh well. It's what we call balance equilibrium. LOL :P

D:

whaai? u__u

Oh My God

It's the last few minutes of Thursday, July 2 2009.
Soon it will be 3rd.
And school opens at 5th.

Heaven no.

Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiii so early? DDD:

going broke

Well yeah. Urm nothing much to write, but just announcing the fact that I spent around JD*** (3-digits, you go figure the amount OK!) when I went to Amman with cik tembikai on Sunday, and I dont even buy that much! but I was tempted by the varieties of beautiful cards. See my book-crazed friend? The amount is huuuuuge which is why I dont wanna count it in the first place, and I dont wanna check my balance either..Imagination is good you know..LOL xDD

School will be opened on July 5th..ugh I'm lazy already. And the Dome concert will be on 4th and 5th. Stand by U will be released on 1st, AADBSK3 somewhere in the mid of July, and I'm expected to be utterly and completely broke by the end of July (ps. tembikai, I aint buying that towel, despite it's pink! sedehnye!!) *praying hard that PSD's clerk will work extra efficient for August allowance*

To my bestie, I know I seem to be unavailable lately. For no definite reason on top of that. Ughh. Sowieeee! >__<

Another random note, today me and Nisa finished three movies. Spiderman 3, Sweet Home Alabama & Legally Blonde. Yesterday it was Confession of Shopaholic. Tomorrow Da Vinci's Code maybe? Thank you for the supplier :P Am waiting for 1st July for my connection utk laju balek so that bleh mendownload dgn riang gumbire! Sykin, you're gonna get a bulky dose of the boys when you got here with my red i-Pod!

P.S I (think) I Love You

Yeap yeap!! I finished P.S I Love You by Cecelia Ahern (who happens to be Westlife's Nicky's sis-in-law) today..haha wayy overdue I know, but hey, at least I finished it. Actually I watched the movie first some times ago, then got to know that it's based on a novel, so when I returned to M'sia last January, finally found the novel and got my dad to buy it bought it, started reading a few months ago and finally finished it today! Pheww, that's a long sentence LOL

I'm the type of person who if I got interested in a book, I tend to look at the ending first before buying it xDD. But not when I bought this one, coz basically I've watched the movie so I thought it has the same ending. Boy was I wrong when I read the actual ending. Should I say kinda disappointed? Dunno. But still it's a nice story :) I still think I prefer the movie though :D

On the other hand, I always prefer the novels if the subject is Harry Potter! (and yes cik tembikai I know I havent finish the last book, probably never will :P). Dunno why but there's always something lacking when I watch the movies, which is why I'm not that keen of HP movies, but who can deny that Dan Radcliffe is such a hottie, rite? And I'm still in love with Snape, so sue me :P

Reading is so much fun, I think I kinda forget about that lately since I got sucked into the black hole called fangirlism. Still feeling bitter about Miroticon in BKK u_u. However got like tons (exaggerating much) of novels to finish, God knows when anyway. Should stop ranting now, I'm off to watch KimuTaku's Change (which is also wayy overdue >__< ). Bye bye :)


EDIT at 6:51PM -- My 8-hour download completely gone to waste coz I stupidly accidentally shifted my lappy a bit and thus cutting of its power supply!! And only 5MB more to be completed!! PLUS all those YT clips that I painfully buffered earlier and havent got the chance to watch!! GAAAAHHHHH!!! >__< *kicks myself*

whaaaaaiii?!

*ahem ahem* Excuse me please.

AAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
AAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
AAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
AAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
AAAAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

some people just have all the luck in the world huh?

damnnit!! T____________T

why..doushite..nande..leishhhh?!!

pardon me please at my failure of being a civilized, calm and composed demure lady human in this entry

*points at the blog title and the tagline below it*

*coughcough* I'm off.

and I totally messed up with the large fonts. Heck do I care?