kadang2 rasa takut
rasa insecure
for what future holds
kadang2 rasa hopelessly helpless
kadang2 rasa I took the road that wasnt meant to be taken
betul, kalau kite xcube, kite takkan tau
tapi mcm mane kalau kite cube, and we found ourselves in the middle
we went too far already to go back, but yet the road is still long ahead in front of us
what are we gonna do then?
what future has in store for me, for everyone
how, where I will be..we will be in the next 5 years..10, 20 years?
sometimes that idea intrigued me, but most of the time I find it more intimidating than exciting
I hate changes, I hate insecurities
I need someone to be here with me.
Here, really here, right beside me.
and tell me to never lose faith
to keep pushing, and keep holding on
and to never let go
no matter how bad it looks like
how bad it's gonna be
to tell me
to always keep the faith.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
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when reading this entry of yours..
i put myself as the protagonist
and what you wrote is exactly
what i felt now, when thinking about next year
1st clinical year
"is this really the right thing, what i am doing now?"
"omg, i should not have taken this since the very beginning.."
that were kind of thoughts that came across me for a while
but then, i realized, i am not choosing the wrong path because
'Allah takkan bebankan hambaNya dengan sesuatu yang hambaNya tak mampu tanggung'
yes, that is my soothing aayah when something unbearable happened to me..
so, no matter what happened..
always keep the faith~
gomen, pnjg lak..hee
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