As expected, once school started I'm gonna be all mixed up again. Well I expect myself to get emotionally disturb for no obvious reason. I just read many many articles about the Dome stage success, and I'm so proud, got some goosebumps and definitely got teary-eyed.
I listen to sad
love songs and got tears in my heart again despite not understanding the lyrics
sometimes.I watch doramas and got teary-eyed again.
I read good stories and I cry.
I look at old photos of me and them (whoever them might be- families, friends, those who crosses their lives with mine) and I got teary-eyed.
I just lay down there and think and sometimes I cry too.
I go by day by day and expect myself to randomly break down every once in a while.
Oh yes that's me. I tend to cry quite frequent, but I dont like crying in front of people.
Hence why did I write it here?And well I cry for various reasons too.
So spare me the advice.Hey it wasnt my fault I have delicate feeling. But dont worry I wont broke the water pipe in front of other people, it's quite uncomfortable for both parties I know.
Just so you know, not everything shown is just it is. There are a lot more to understand of the hidden things. But that doesnt mean the shown ones are fakes, only just it doesnt represent the whole picture.Does this entry make sense? Perhaps not. But it's for me to understand it and to remember.
And you can see it's rather different than my entries during the hols. Both are me and I remain true to myself.
**EDIT: I'm feeling better now. Just a few happy songs will do for me. A friend once told me that I'm a person that's easy to get happy (ie. by seeing beautiful things like a field on sunflower, or by listening to happy songs like You are My Sunshine.) Haha yes IAWTC. But I easily gets sad too. Oh well. It's what we call balance equilibrium. LOL :P
